Sanne. Ik heb hier een site van een ex-moslima die zich ooit door de mooie verhaaltjes over de islam had laten inpakken tot ze door zelfstudie achter de ware aard van de islam en haar profeet kwam en die gevaarlijke ideologie dan maar verlaten heeft en daartegen is beginnen schrijven. Niet zonder gevaar evenwel. Ze is ermee moeten stoppen na herhaalde doodsbedreigingen door volgelingen van 'the religion of peace' aan haar adres. Men was haar ip adres te weten gekomen.
Hier is de link naar haar site.
My story is like the story of thousands of other converts. I grew up somewhat rebellious, spiritually anyway, and I hated going to church each sunday. I was the type of person who loved learning about other people, other cultures, and other religions. When i started studying Islam, i was utterly fascinated. The books that were created for those interested in the religion showed the perfection of the religion. "To kill one man is the same as killing all of humanity" I really loved that one.
I got deeply involved in studying, the sites I studied from had been delicately created by those knowing exactly what a convert hopes to find. A convert is looking for something not disputing science generally, a peaceful religion, and the idea of 1 God. The creators of these sites know this, and they foster towards those on a spiritual search and naive mind. I was indeed one on a spiritual search, i wanted to feel connected to something larger than myself, and I wanted to be surrounded by moral people, with strong convictions against immoral things. Islam was all of this for me. I became very involved in the religion, and whenever i happened to stumble upon "radical" or as i refer to them today Islamically correct sites i simply said "those are the ones with fucked up views, every religion has them, and they're ashamed of them." I found many Muslims on chat rooms, and we all united in the cause that Israel stole Palestines land, the West was corruptive and yes evil, Jews were behind all evil acts. Funny, how easily you can get convinced with eloquent words.
Then, one day I met Mohamed (NO, not the pedophile who started the whole cult.) This was Mohamed from Morocco, and he had come to the US and was living so very close to me. We discussed Islam a lot, and we were both pretty liberal, we listened to music, agreed that a woman shouldnt be forced to wear hijab, if a woman wants a job it's fine, and that polygamy is outdated. I really liked that about him, so we talked every night, on voice chat, and used the webcam (major sin in Islam by the way, to talk with non-mahrams, especially while viewing the face) We were only friends, and he actually had a fiancee back in Morocco, but he talked to me about how all she wanted to do was lay around on the beach in her bikini, we both agreed she had been corrupted by western values, and women shouldnt show their bodies off for Men to see. So eventually he broke things off with her and can you see the inevitable coming here??? Ah yes, we decided that we were a perfect couple to get married. So he made a visit to me, and we affirmed that belief even more. I was moving to another state soon, and he also decided that he would move to be with me, and once he got himself financially secure, we would get married. Here is what was so perfect to me, he had always wanted to go back to his country and live there after finishing his education, but now, because he knew me, he was willing to give up everything that he had planned to do. How romantic right? how could anyone ever say that Muslim guys are controlling over Women. I know you see where this is going.
Things continued to get better with Mo as I called him, we began to plan our whole future I would work in the political field, while he worked in the computer field....We would live in Connecticut (suburbs of course.) Really i was so in love (first time i actually loved a guy who was not attractive by the way hehe.) Then one night, i said something off the topic of discussing our future plans....I said "I just can't get over these men who want more than one wife, i mean thats just really stupid, and demeaning towards women." I was not just speaking of Muslims but Mormons and other primitive people who agreed with this idea. Suddenly his faced changed from its usual happiness, into a scornful look. He said: How could you argue with Allahs words? I said "well in the days of muhammed, culture was different and so he didnt see anything wrong with having more than one wife, and wars left a lot of women as widows, and they needed caregivers." He asked me if I was saying Islam was outdated. I replied by saying, "well even you agree that cutting off peoples heads is barbaric, and that women working can be a neccesity in this society." He said, Yes but i do not argue that it is Allahs will, you say Allah is wrong by saying Polygamy is wrong....and Those who don't fully believe in all of Allahs words are Kaffirs, and Kaffirs go to hell. WOW what a change, i immediately said my good night, and that i didnt want to talk to someone irrational like that. The next day i received such a kind email, filled with Im sorries, forgive me, the whole works. I accepted and we continued on as before. I must add, i worried alot about how i was going to finance certain aspects in my very expensive education *you will see why this is important in the next paragraph*
I really don't know where the changing point came, but I started to become a little suspicious of some Islamic ideas as I researched more. Not befriending Kaffirs, MURDERING, lying, WOMENS STATUS!!!! Wow what had i missed here? So i talked to Mo about it, and apparently, this was his boiling point. Here is the following email I received from him.
My words are in bold in the following paragraph.
What the hell is your problem? I am willing to give up everything for you, My country, My life, My pride...and whenever I ask you to make one sacrifice, you get scared of it, scared of Allahs will (Note- The sacrifice he is mentioning is my disapproval of being a housewife) How can you dispute what Allah has laid out so clearly? You care only about money...Care? No thats not the word...You are Absessed (Remember English not the first language *Obsessed* is intended word ) with Money just as badly as the Jews. Your dreams are not of how to worship your God, and submit to his will, but how you can make more money, and get power. When i dream, i dream of coming home to you, after a hard day of work, and i see you cooking for me, a clean house, and after that, we have our time in bed. When you dream, you dream of how you get more money, how you can get your husband to buy you what you want. That is the mind of a sick woman.( I'm the sick one?) Listen here, Allah says the man is more powerful than the woman, and his job is to watch over her, yet you reject all of it. Here are my demands and you will follow them not because I demand them, but because Allah demands them. And Allah demands submission to the husband.
You will wear hijab at all times.
You will not befriend muslim girls without hijab, and you will absolutely not befriend Kaffirs.
When a male friend or colleague of mine enters the house, you will go to a separete room, and stay there until he leaves, unless you serve him food or drink.
You will not work, even if I am not able to financially support you, you will be around Kaffirs at work, and they will look at you lustfully and tempt you to do wrong. Women are weak, you are weak, and you will probably end up harrased by a Kaffir.
If you leave, even with friends, tell me where you are at all times, and whatever you buy you must show me once you return home
I am allowed to beat you softly, but only under extreme circumstances, such as denying sex.
If i want to get another wife, or two or three, it is my right, and Allah has recommended it, so if you were a good muslim you will even help me search for a wife. However, if I do find one, you cannot object to me wanting to be a better muslim.
I know this may sound harsh, but you know its right, even if it takes you ten years to realize. This is my demands, meet them, or you will not have the privalege to be my wife.
I love you
I feel so stupid in my ignorance, in my naivete, to not see the truth. You have laid out everything so perfectly for me. I guess seeing that I am a Woman it is somewhat difficult to come to terms with what Islam expects from me. Islam does want me to be a housewife, Islam does want me to submit to all of your requests, Islam wants me to be completely veiled, except my face and hands. How did I miss this? I really want to thank you for bringing the truth to me, for in your email you have clearly laid out what had previously been hidden to me.
You showed me that Islam believes that women are merely sex objects and property, Islam was created by a Prophet who was indeed vile and a pedophile, Islam allows you to beat me, It allows you to be a polygamist. What does it allow me? It allows me to stay in the house, because i am nothing but an object of sin. If Allah is most gracious, most merciful, he wouldnt have chosen such an ill minded prophet. If Allah is thee who we worship, and whose aid we seek. Count me out!! I don't seek the aid of a vengeful God, who thinks beheading people is okay, who thinks beating women is okay, who thinks pedophelia is okay in this life, and homosexual pedophelia is okay in the next.
My Mother always taught me to respect those whose opinions are different, and understand that everyone has their own way of spiritual enlightenment. She also taught me to never use foul language. Most of all never be angry, because you will later regret what you say. Sorry Mom i guess i failed you tonight with what I am about to say.
Fuck you! (Wow that really does feel good.) I will not serve you, and I will not serve a God who is the monster the qur'an speaks of. Call me a kaffir please, i would much rather be associated with that culture, than one that believes its okay to kill 600 Jews in one day, behead non-believers, and escalate an old man who had sex with a 9 year old girl, and married her at age 6. If the Jannah you speak of is full of people like you, why would i want a destination like that? The true hell would be living around millions of people such as yourself.
I will lock my doors now, change my name, and move....because for Muslims to denounce Islam and leave their religion, is punishable by death.
However, once again thank you, for showing me the light of Islam. May the truth set you free.
Isn't it great how one person can make you see the truth. My only hope now is that we ralize how Islam is a threat to our society, and we must help other muslims escape. Most do not realize what their religion really teaches, and for those that do, well, you see what they do . Look at NYC, look at London, Look at Bali, that is the works of true believers. For Verily, Jihad is the duty of all Muslim males. What we call good muslims are actually hypocrites to their religion. Those who claim peace, equality, human rights, are denouncing their religion with those statements. Those who kill non-believers, thats the True muslims.
This site will be dedicated to proving the truth of all that i have said. It will take some hard work, but i have it all available, and its worth it if it raises recognition of how Islam truly is evil. I strongly thank Mr. Ali Sina for also uncovering the truth and helping me read more about it, and making me firm in my decision.
http://islamstrueface.blogspot.com/2005 ... chive.html
I was a Muslim for around 2 years. When I first became one, I was drawn to the little I knew and the peace it supposedly brought. So i started with that.
I already knew many many muslims as i have stated 30% at least of my school was Muslim. You think I would live in an area of the US where i see at least 1,000 different Muslims in a 5 minute walk? You think if i really hate Muslims i would keep up going to a school with that large percentage? I am trying to show those that Islam has the potential to breed terrorism if practiced in full. The biggest threats are those people wanting to return to Shariah. Iran and Saudi Arabia are the closest places to practicing it. As far as saying those searching for the ultimate truth are weak minded, Do you not feel its weak minded to have blind faith, or whatever you have,and attack those who question theirs?
What happened is, I was only shown the pretty part of Islam while learning, and as i grew very close to MO over a period of 6 months, I started studying some more, but still ignoring the parts of Islam I didn't like, because I mean as long as I agree with most of what it teaches correct? Well the important part MO plays is allowing me to also see what I had missed, and his opinions are agreed upon by the large majority of all scholars. 1st, he is allowed other wives, 2nd, I should not leave the house unless a male relative or husband is with me, 3rd, Jihad is something to strive for in Islam, 4th, We should not take Christians or Jews as friends, 5th, we are allowed to lie for the sake of Allah, 6th and finally what really got me.....The prophet married Aisha at the age of 6 and had sex with her at age 9, he killed many many people throughout his life, and he lived a vile life not one like that of a Godly man. Really after reading the life of Muhammed I did not believe that Muhammed the prophet of Islam was a true prophet. This could be proven through the acts he commited in his life. If i cannot accept its prophet then of course i cannot accept the religion. Mo, himself is not wrong in anything, he is following his faith. I asked at least 50 other Muslim Women and about 20 other Men....only 1 agreed with me....and that person was a "secular muslim" They said, all of his demands were allowed by Islam, and as a good Muslimah I would follow every one of them.
I ask all of those who tell me to stop being so intolerant to learn what the quran and hadith teach, and learn about Muhammeds life and also know that muslims are supposed to strive to live exactly like him. The thing is, most muslims do not, because they know that they're Muslim but they've really never studied their religion. If many Muslims actually studied their religion deeply, I am convinced they would leave quickly if they didnt fear the reprecussions, i.e being killed.
I respect Muslims as people, I do not however, agree with what their religion teaches. As I have said most Muslims don't even follow Islam, and we should be grateful for that. Islam is the only religion that still tries to live in the 6th century world, that is why you see the conditions of the Islamic world like they are currently. Progress will never occur there until major changes come about.
Realizing this is what makes me need Medical help? Please lets be above childish personal attacks.
Death is the punishment for those who renounce Allah
"Slay the disbelievers wherever ye find them" Remember that non-muslims next time you call me intolerant for saying Islam is intolerant.